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| I've given up 95% on him... yet, our friendship worth pathetically 5%. Occasionally when I miss him as a FRIEND or BIG BROTHER, not lover, I would leave my paws on his blog,quickly scan through his walks of life and make my way to the exit door...
I can officially say that I no longer yearns for any night riders, any cool breeze which has caught me down on fever several times, scavenging for cats roaming about at night in the dark alley and supper at our usual corner...
If ever a guy likes and cares for you, though he may play a fool and make fun of you, got ourselves into some silly frights on the road, yet you know that in his hand, you shall be safe and sound. Well, I guess I've targeted a wrong point and missed it. Therefore,I further confirmed myself on the last time we met with a brutal piece of confession,
" I'll never ever sit on your bike again.."
The last words I said to him came to pass and it is taking its effect for as long as... I don't know... Forever...
Ciaoz,
cats....
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| Let's revive the spirit in this place now... I have been away from this diary for more than a month and there were stuffs going on in life which I hardly could remember everything... But every little bits piece up a bigger picture, a picutre that speaks my inner mind... I wish I had a better control over my mind and soul... Yet, as much as how God has granted life over me, I felt out of control over the aspects of balancing my mind, making my inner souls splits gradually. Never would I ever felt the same again... This whole new person here is a total different being, a being whom I'm not familar with... Yet, it seemed mysterious... and felt attractive... Jasmine Toh Lay Hwa... misses love... misses tender care... misses bike riding... misses hugs... misses times spent at dam... misses the night scenary... misses prata... *hungry!* misses hugs... more hugs... misses care...  misses his touch... misses everything... | | |
| Daren's asthma isn't getting any better... really worried for him... especially when I heard that he is in camp now and just has 4 attacks! God, please protect him...
thomas is really a nice guy... but i wish he could be nicer...
guys are more problematic than ladies, don't you think so?
and i have a bad feeling that i'm going to fall sick soon... ><
feeling the goosebump all over my body now... without fan somemore! | | |
| ok... even as i'm typing right now, the flame is burning so hot deep down in my heart... it can well cook a hard-boiled egg...
I was supposed to go cut some hair off my head this evening... I was, in fact, very excited about getting my horse tail off my head because it has become an irritant to me!! someone introduced to me a very nice saloon at serangoon... so i went all the way down.. apparently, it didn't open... ROAR!!! waste my time, waste my money of travelling, waste my effort... ROAR... tonight i'm going to sleep with my horse tail again... so irritating and so long... shit you, horse tail! i'm so gonna cut you off soon...!! don't you ever drive me to the sisscor's blame.. don't try me... >.< ROAR!!! | | |
| this morning, i woke up at 6.30am for a charity event in raising funds for needy families living South west district. we had fun playing Amazing race. First, we planned out our routine schedule and headed off to HortPark. it was my 2nd time visiting HortPark and it has never changed. Such a huge beautiful garden, with nice botanic scenery. then, we moved on to Poh Ern shih Temple. it was my first time visiting such an interesting place. this temple actually has a carbon-emission free system running in their temple. cooL!! after, I guess we had not much time, so we headed back to Bt gombak station. the entire journey was awesome! (: I had a good rest at home too! cant believe that I've slept from 3.30pm to 8pm that long!! haHa... my best-est moment of rest for this week...
Tmr's Monday and a whole schedule of lesson and project will be back again.. Hopefully tmr will be a good day for me. (: what am I expecting? hmmmz.... probably the enthusiasm which is hidden within me... I once thought coffee would trigger my alarm.. but i'm starting to doubt its effectiveness... hmmmz.. i'll see about that for the next few days or so..if really cannot, I think i'll reduce drinking already.. | | |
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